Ever wish you could change back time and do it all over again? Wish you could never had did that thing or you wish you did something to help or to stop something. Well, I wish I could do that all the time, I wish I could stop time and just try to change what just happen for that moment. All I ever wanted was to be sooo happy but then i felt as if I wasn't and I had something inside of my missing. Missing so deep that not even I could explain, why me? why would I feel this deep hole inside of me. Something that I could not control anymore just sadness in my eyes. I look up at heaven and pray that everything will change in time. I look into the mirror and i see this girl who is scared, lost, sad, neglected, not beautiful. This girl who has no one but her self. All she does is sit in the dark fighting the battles that come to her. She can only do so much by herself, where is the help? the promise she made to the creater? Just wait... the time will come when you will overcome it, sit my child and let the fears come out of your sould so I may pour courage into you.... says the promiser. The hands touch the little girl and her clothes turns clean again and her fears are gone and there she is standing in the light with a stick that is light on fire. There she is walking out of the deep dark hole away from the demans and here she is with the one who made her. She gone forever in the light where she belongs.
Never let anything hurt you so bad that you can't move on, beacuse then you will be lost forever. Keep having faith so your fire can move on.
I'm keeping you away from me
I can't have you on me
You tell me lies
And you say you never meant to hurt me
But you really broke me
All I wanted was for you to want me
The only thing I got was a broken heart
My heart was into deep, but how could I tell?
Only thing that kept me going was when I heard a voice
Saying I am beautiful, that I am someone, that I can be someone
That person picked me up from the ground and held my hand
Letting me know its ok to live life
To breath what I never felt before
Knowing myself more then anyones could tell me
Being happy even if times are rough
Because I know i'm not alone anymore
I have someone by my side.
By Me
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